The MTech
classes in IIT, Madras started from 19th July. I was late by a week because of my sickness. I was allotted
a hostel called Alakananda. It was the
usual practice of the institute to put
the students of a particular class in the same hostel, as far as possible. Almost all of my class-mates were in a hostel
called Tapti. I was the lone flag bearer for my class in that remotest corner
of the campus. As I was from Assam, I also felt out of place for various
reasons.
My first
class in IIT, Madras was a nightmare. It was
on a subject called Reactor Theory. Our
BE syllabus did not have a full paper of Reaction Engineering. It was only a part of a subject called
Thermodynamics and kinetics. Only two questions were used to be
asked from that topic and one can easily ignore that part of the subject, which
I also did since there were plenty of choices in the question paper. So, practically I had no knowledge on reaction
engineering. Reactor Theory was a
subject of a higher level and without basic knowledge it is impossible to
understand a single concept of the subject.
The teacher was a very well known
professor who came to teach us the subject as a visiting faculty. What he spoke in the class was all Greek to
me. After the class was over, he
distributed an assignment sheet. It contained about ten problems to be solved
and to be submitted within a week. I just glanced through the sheet and there was
another great shock waiting for me there. Most of the problems dealt with a
mathematical concept involving DELTA FUNCTION, a term I had never heard before
in my life. I felt terribly depressed and didn’t know what to do. I knew no one from among my class-mates who
could help me out to understand some related concepts.
I had no
time to lose. I started searching for books in the library desperately.. I had
to learn the basics of the subject, then the topic itself and then the mathematical
concept called delta function and its application and finally I must solve the
problem using all these concepts. I started spending all my spare time reading
in the library.. It was a race against time..
About four
days passed in the process.. I was doing some progress but Delta Function was
still haunting me.
On that
fateful day, I headed towards the library after my dinner with a disturbed
mind. I took few books from the rack in the reference section and sat down to
study at an empty cubicle .slowly but steadily the
mystery called Delta Function started unfolding… things started getting clearer
and clearer…I gained some confidence to try solving the problem using the
concept of Delta Function..I tried and after few attempts , suddenly the problems started appearing simpler to me and
with some more effort I could solve them one by one…withing an hour or so, I could solve all of them.
I was so
excited that I felt like shouting then and there.. I looked at my watch. It was
exactly 12 midnight..I congratulated myself.
All of a sudden I remembered the book I had read few years ago.. FREEDOM AT MIDNIGHT..the whole expression had a new meaning to me.. since it was my Freedom at Midnight in Chennai..
I never looked back after that hard earned freedom..
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